Saturday, August 16, 2008
I'm sick!!! So er xin! Everytime when sch starts, I will fall sick cos i couldnt adapt to sch life yet. Sucks!!! Today supposed to go to a Yann's 21st bday party at her hse. But I din go as I was sick. Yanni is my school mate and also my ex- Meritus mandarin colleague. So ps din turn up for her 21st.
Anw, these few days I am super upset wif my Meritus Mandarin colleagues. They do things so last minute. Mess up my plans. Actually i kept asking them if they wanna share present so tt we can get a good present at a reasonable price for yanni. But they jus kept telling me 'let u know again'. Even 2 days b4 yanni's bday, i still haven got her a present. Den when i bought the present, i even msg them out of good will, if they wanna share. but my fren's reply is 'i'm busy. go ask huan wei'. my god. I feel tt they hve so much time at work to talk abt things. y nt jus cfm wif me den i can make a decision. Sucks la!!! I dun like last min stuff!!! i hate it!!! Den finally i bought a present, i was super relieved cos i dun need to care abt them liao. But den they come n ask me if they can share. Diao. Is like no sincerity ba! Today i'm sick, so i passed the present to my fren, haven even collected the money. Still nt sure who's sharing. My god!!! I dunno la. Still fuming...
nvm la. I'm sick. Shld calm down. Shouldnt let this kind of things get over my head. Relax!
Sch is getting busier liao. got so much work to do. Less time to relax and play!!! Jiayou!
Lena blogged.. @11:29 PM
Monday, August 11, 2008
Yest had a wonderful time meeting up wif my kbox clique... Finally, our kor kor is backed from USA. Wow. We heard lots of interesting stories about him in US... This made me wonder... 'Instead of listening to stories and experiences from ppl, i want ppl to hear fr me abt my wonderful stories' It's my last yr of study and in the following yr, i will be graduating and attending the convocation. Didnt really made full use of my time in NTU to enjoy my priviledges as a student. there are so many things i have not tried. really wanna do those things... Cannot be so slack liao!!! Must jiayou! Life is so short. this phase of student life is ending soon! I shld neva wait for ppl le. Do wat i want ba!!! haha.
After hearing fr Hk and also inspirational stories from my classmates, i feel that i shld do wat i wanna do. i wanna go for the work and travel programme to US!!! Who can join me? Dunno wanna be alone as my mum and dear will definitely nt let me go... so ppl if u r interested, pls approach me and plan wif me ok? haha. I'm really looking fwd to the next summer. at home slacking or touring ard US
in another 2 weeks to come, it's my 21st bday liao. wow. so fast. many frens have bday chalets whereas i am nt holding it big. gg to hve a small celebration wif my close frens... haha. Nth much but hope to hve a memorable 21st bday wif someone special. haha.
It's my 2nd week of sch. wow. getting hectic liao. can feel the work load liao. nevertheless, enjoying myself is impt! yeah!
Lena blogged.. @9:16 PM
Saturday, August 9, 2008
I had my first lesson on wednesday from 830 to 3 plus. Wednesday is my elective day. Took a negotiation and dispute resolution elective module wif my classmate Vivian and realised tt i had many HRC frens in the class. During the introduction of myself, I said sth funny. First, I told the class y i am interested in the module followed by one thing interesting abt me. I have got nth interested abt myself so i told the class tt sth interesting happened to me during my holidays. Guess what i said? I said i extracted my wisdom teeth durinf the holidays... Erm. N the reaction from my classmates is they laughed at me... Erm... Tt's so diao. I really gt nth interesting to say abt myself. Feel so embarrassed. Been wondering y i'm nt active in ccas or any other activities. i had wanted to join sth tt i like but there's nth i'm interested in. Sian... Anw, we played a game to get a feel of how 'negotiation' would be in real life situation. it din turn up too well. probably bcos my classmates r more vocal n seems to be a bit too proud. dun really like someone in my grp. but it's over... next wk, my class will have role-play where we negotiate for our client. haha. given a case to prepare in advance. up till now, i'm still very blur as to how i can negotiate. keke. Will jiayou de and be more vocal in class since 30% of the course grade is dependent on class participation. anw, there's no exam for this module so i've to try my best!!!
the other elective tt i took was called Media in the modern world: social trends and popular culture. erm... din wanna take tis module at first as i had wanted to take bollywood module. but cos of no vacancy i had to add tis module. luckily, min added tis module. So tis sem, i can take tis module wif her le. So happy... at least i wun feel bored and wun be taking elective alone. yeah!!! had a great time catching up wif her. bought lots of tb from popular. I spent $128.80 on 5 books. super broke now... Nvm la. they r essential books...
on thursday, i had a lecture in the morning. supposed to be a 2 hr lecture but it ended one hr earlier cos my lecturer was in a rush to catch a plane or wat ba. so i went to dear's hse. we intended to watch a movie Money no enough 2. dear went clubbing the nite b4 so he's very tired so i went his hse first b4 gg for the movie. the movie was nt as nice as i tot. but ok la. i cried for the movie la. diao. it's nt very nice yet i cried. guess i'm getting emo at days le... but tt part was really very touching.
after the movie, i met ling to go to wilson bday celebration at PS cafe cartel... haha. was gossiping on the train wif ling... super funny loh. the dinner at cartel was nt bad and i'm super full loh. had a'mixed grill' loh. wahaha. ate a lot n had an interesting catch up wif them... ended quite late but bayue's parents drove me home. so nice! so ps loh. Thanks min, bayue n bayue's parents!
the last few outings were horrible experiences! Sorry abt it! i jus dunno y i gt so easily frustrated... i dunno if tt really jeopardise our r/s. Is there really a way to all solutions?
Lena blogged.. @9:35 PM
Saturday, August 2, 2008
This holidays is coming to an end. Tmr is my last day to enjoy le. So sad. Next sem is coming. I'm graduating very soon. Left 2 semester. So fast... Cant imagine myself having a boring lifestyle when i start work. Everyday will be 8 to 6, loads of work and OT OT OT. Shit!!! So fast.
There's nth much happening during tis holidays. Attachment at Meritus Mandarin, Meeting up wif frens n bf, Wisdom teeth surgery and extraction and slacking at home. Nth much to enjoy... Really look fwd to the next holiday where i can go overseas. Hoping and praying hard tt everything goes well.
Was talking to my mum today abt my wisdom teeth. Decided to go for my right side wisdom teeth extraction and surgery next year. That's so scary. Pain and anxiety... No choice but to remove it as it will eventually give me a lot of problem in the future. so better to extract it early...
I realized that i had no hobby. Diao. Everybody shld hve a hobby but i dun hve. Last time i liked to talk to frens on the phone and updating each other abt our lives. But as time goes by, i realized i seldom do tt. I'm kinda of missing tt as i'm drifting away from my jc n sec sch frens. That's very sad thing... Erm. Coming back to the topic abt hobby. What do i really like to do? i dunno lei. sigh... maybe gg out wif frens n talking cock? I must find sth tt i enjoy so tt i dun always disturb n bother ppl when i'm bored? My mind is wondering and thinking...
Reflecting is one way of improving myself
Lena blogged.. @10:50 PM
